prime directive: exterminate.

I had to wake up at 6AM and take the metro back to Silver Spring so I could go to class. I definitely got up in a "fuck everything" mood. It's 10:30 and I should be in English but I'm too tired and I just don't care anymore. If I had the option, I would quit everything and be in a band full time. Fuck the future, live for now.

On the metro ride, I really began to like Maryland. It was just me and 4 or 5 other people on the train and the entire area came off as real peaceful and nice. An hour later, I stepped off the train and fucking hated it. It was freezing, I was surrounded by people and I was late. I can't wait for someone to drop the bomb and wipe everyone off the face of the planet. I don't care if the person is black, white, asian, latino or whatever. Just wanna see some skin melt, I fucking hate you.

I like being alone a lot more than I like being around people. I usually just try to find someone to talk to all night or kinda keep to myself. My thoughts come out and they don't make sense or I come off as needy and weird. Whatever, I'd rather stay home or hangout by myself nowadays. I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out.

This is the best TSOL song ever. 

even with the silly synth part