Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
I'm pretty jealous of people that don't work on weekends. Liza's sleeping and I gotta be at work in 20 minutes. She looks super peaceful and happy and I'm jealous. I didn't sleep well because I got an awful stuffed up nose and breathing through my mouth makes me cough. I'm just bummed out, I guess.
Hardest part of my day is getting out of bed and getting out the door. Sometimes I just lay in bed because I can't get myself motivated.
people that drive the speed limit in the HOV lane piss me off.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
prime directive: exterminate.
I had to wake up at 6AM and take the metro back to Silver Spring so I could go to class. I definitely got up in a "fuck everything" mood. It's 10:30 and I should be in English but I'm too tired and I just don't care anymore. If I had the option, I would quit everything and be in a band full time. Fuck the future, live for now.
On the metro ride, I really began to like Maryland. It was just me and 4 or 5 other people on the train and the entire area came off as real peaceful and nice. An hour later, I stepped off the train and fucking hated it. It was freezing, I was surrounded by people and I was late. I can't wait for someone to drop the bomb and wipe everyone off the face of the planet. I don't care if the person is black, white, asian, latino or whatever. Just wanna see some skin melt, I fucking hate you.
I like being alone a lot more than I like being around people. I usually just try to find someone to talk to all night or kinda keep to myself. My thoughts come out and they don't make sense or I come off as needy and weird. Whatever, I'd rather stay home or hangout by myself nowadays. I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out.
even with the silly synth part
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