I'm pretty jealous of people that don't work on weekends. Liza's sleeping and I gotta be at work in 20 minutes. She looks super peaceful and happy and I'm jealous. I didn't sleep well because I got an awful stuffed up nose and breathing through my mouth makes me cough. I'm just bummed out, I guess.

Hardest part of my day is getting out of bed and getting out the door. Sometimes I just lay in bed because I can't get myself motivated.

people that drive the speed limit in the HOV lane piss me off.

prime directive: exterminate.

I had to wake up at 6AM and take the metro back to Silver Spring so I could go to class. I definitely got up in a "fuck everything" mood. It's 10:30 and I should be in English but I'm too tired and I just don't care anymore. If I had the option, I would quit everything and be in a band full time. Fuck the future, live for now.

On the metro ride, I really began to like Maryland. It was just me and 4 or 5 other people on the train and the entire area came off as real peaceful and nice. An hour later, I stepped off the train and fucking hated it. It was freezing, I was surrounded by people and I was late. I can't wait for someone to drop the bomb and wipe everyone off the face of the planet. I don't care if the person is black, white, asian, latino or whatever. Just wanna see some skin melt, I fucking hate you.

I like being alone a lot more than I like being around people. I usually just try to find someone to talk to all night or kinda keep to myself. My thoughts come out and they don't make sense or I come off as needy and weird. Whatever, I'd rather stay home or hangout by myself nowadays. I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out.

This is the best TSOL song ever. 

even with the silly synth part

 

feeling angry for no reason. Blogs are dumb, don't know why I started this or had a livejournal before.

Not a book.

Variety

Fallout 3 looks awesome.

I looked online for the picture of wasteland DC but couldnt find it.

Washington D.C. becoming a war ground between mutants and humans would be awesome. I would fucking shoot the fuck outta some  senators.

Growing older.

I'm burning out like shit. I haven't stayed up past 12 in atleast 6 months. I mostly sleep til 10, wake up and dont do shit until I have to get stuff done. I'm missing out on so much cool stuff going on because of how exhausted I feel. It sucks. 

No Minion is going well, we should record sometime in the couple of weeks. No Minion is probably the only thing I'm stoked on right now. 

I saw the Bad Brains and if my child was born retarded, it would be less of a letdown than that show. Bummed I paid 30 bucks. Glad I didnt pay more. 

my thoughts come in fragments, nothing really makes sense and whenever I try to talk about stuff it comes out as gibberish. fuck it. dont care.

SSD

I don't remember where I got this but I sold it to Jeremy for 50 bucks. still cool to have owned at one point. I almost bought a How We Rock test press off ebay for like 80 bucks. Glad I decided it wasn't worth it.

i dont want to die in a nuclear war

Education is stupid. English 101 is a waste of time. I think my teacher has a vendetta against me, I edited a paper and got the same grade back. I don't think it works like that. Even if it sucks, the grade should ATLEAST be lower. whatever.

government issue rules though

Government Issue- Give us Stabb or give us death (red vinyl /500)

I got this record at Joes record Paradise for like 5 bucks. Its all warped and in kinda shitty condition. But this isn't about the record.

Joes record paradise is pretty cool, it's like the very local record shop around here. It's mostly old hair metal, blues and 60's rock but every now and then you find cool records for cheap. I got my copy of "the world won't listen" for 8 bucks. Fuck you ebay.

It's mainly stuff like that, you can look hard enough and find really cool records for really good prices. they have a website, it's something like www.joesrecordparadise.com or something. 

The dude who runs it, ironically named Joe, is pretty cool. I heard about him getting in a lot of trouble for selling his Johnny Cash collection on ebay for a ton of money and his estate sued him for selling TONS of bootlegs within the collection. It's all just hearsay though.

Halloween is stupid, I'm not dressing up. I'd rather be sleeping.